~ Dream ~

In my dream everything so bright,

I see my thought in the cloud and the Moon stares at me like I was her lover.

I looked her and my heart was singing a song.

She smiles back at me and sing along.

Because of her love and kindness,

I have found the strength to let go of my past.

I allow her intangible touch to wipe away my sorrow,

and I was emerging with her.

I gave her my Life and She gave me a sweet Dream.

May G. 

~ Tribal ~

I love when I have time to weaving something beautiful… ♥ 

I am creating this beauty for my beloved friend and I just love every step of making it…

Although, I am in the middle of packing but I just could not resist to have a break to knotting, weaving sewing… ♥ 

I have many colors of the leather that my friend gave to me last year, I do not buy new leather, rather giving a new life to the old leather that about to just be in the trash.

Working with leather it is a big thing to me, as a person who don´t eat meat and sewing the leather seem such contradictory, but for me it is a spiritual practice in it as I know in my heart that the leather I am holding, sewing once was live and I do respect the spirit of the animal and somehow it led me to created many beauties out of it with no pattern at all, I just follow the voice within and without. ♥ 

Gathering tool  ♥ 

Coming together  ♥

  Tadahhhh… Done  ♥

~ Surrender ~

I do not fight nor trying to beat Life

I know I can´t

It´s not because I am weak, but because I cannot beat myself

To fight with Life is not different than fighting with myself or trying to ask for the Moon to shine in the day and the Sun to shine in the night.

I rather lie on the floor and Surrender.

I am Surrendering here and now

I ask for Great Spirit to empty my soul

Take away my fear

And let me be like the river flow,

Let me be like the autumn wind,

Let me be like a child again,

For my soul knows what is like to be Home.

~ Don´t Fall in Love ~

When I was younger, I often falling in LOVE!

Now I am a woman and I have learnt that to rising in LOVE is much nicer as we are no longer being attached to one another, instead we give each other wings to fly while we are sharing and experiencing our Journey,

we learn to nourish our soul as ONE.

As I grow up I know that LOVE is not a mean to an end either the possession and belonging!

I learnt that I can never be Posses by Love as Love is much bigger than myself.

When I am emerging myself with Love and Surrender my heart to it, only then I can start to rise and rise and rise. 

I allow Love to Posses me as I know, I am in a good hand! 

~ Be Calm and Breath ~

What do you think is easier between letting go and trying to change?!?

Both are hard, but the hardest thing for me is to recognize which to let go and which to put an effort to change?!?

Sometime Life gives us such challenge to see and to use our instinct to deal with what so call Situation and many many times we are falling into a trap of the mind and the Fear taking place and when that happen nothing good come out of it. We spend so much time and energy into something that not even happen yet, but because of Fear that we are creating, we put ourselves into such trauma.

I think the best thing is to just slow down and Breath!

When we are breathing with our conscious not just mechanism breath, but a long, deep breath.

Breathing is so important, in fact, it is the most important than anything else in the whole world, more than all our worries and dilemma because without this little air we all die!

And remember, all that happening in this moment is just the Situation that soon will pass and no matter what happen, be Calm and Breath!

~ Nothingness ~

Sometime when you have enough with things around you, words and thought of another that projecting their mind on you can easily make you exhausted. 

I choose not to explain either communicate with those people anymore, although it can be hard when these things keep happening constantly, but I believe every moment is the opportunity to learn and finding the right solutions for the problem I am facing each day.

It seems that I am careless in other eyes, but that does not bother me anymore..

I choose to live my life the way I wish not the way other wants me to.. 

And I rather be in the Nothingness realm alone than being in illusionary of someone else mind!

~ Life ~

When we love Life, Life loves us Back!

I remember, when I was a child when something goes wrong, I find myself asking Life to help me.

I would just say something like 

"Please help me through this and I will make more good Karma to pay back to all you have done for me"

And Life always does that for me!

It´s so funny when I think of it now, how a 7 year old girl can have such a strong believe about life, but all fading away when I start to grow up, when Fear taking place!

However, I have worked hard in finding my way back to where I came from… LOVE is where I came from, and I restart from there again..

~ Time to Go ~

Everything has it´s own time...

When we are moving to a new place there are so many feelings involving in this process of changing.

Packing can be exhausting for both physical and mental. I find myself having an emotional while packing, even though I do not have so many years in this house, but I guess, human get used to place and routine very easily and when the movement of moving taking place, I feel a little trembling inside my heart.

Moving is a process of growing!

 I really feel so, as when I move from one place to another; I feel LIFE has taken me to a new chapter together with my consciousness, a new adventure begins with the unknown and that the BEAUTY of it..

LEAVING … MOVING is part of the HEALING!